Im not sure

Im not sure that i believe you.
Im not sure that i can keep my head up much longer.
Im not sure how much longer i can stick by your side if we are like this.
Im not sure how i truly feel about you.
Im not sure i really want to stay in this town any longer.
Im not sure i can take being poor much longer.
Im not sure how my body keeps going when on the inside i feel so dead.
Im not sure how to fix us.
Im not sure you even feel the need to fix us.
Im not sure that is okay with me.
Im not sure you believe in me, which hurts, a lot.
Im not sure i even feel safe in our home with all the people always breaking in.
Im not sure when i am going to snap, or at who, but when i do, it isnt going to be pretty.
Im not sure i can take the silence anymore.
Im not sure on how to even leave you, if i decide to that is.
Im not sure i will be able to stay apart from you if you leave.
Im not sure how to make you comprimise with me, or even just listen and understand my side.
Im not sure i am okay with all the white lies.
Im not sure i ever really started trusting you again, of course due to recent events why should i?
Im not sure i will ever be able to trust a man again if we dont work out.
Im not sure you would even care if i left for good.
Im not sure you would even stay without a woman long.
Im not sure how long its gonna take you to notice i took my promise ring off.
Im not sure how you think i can be okay with you putting your mom before me, when she doesnt do shit but break promises, while i break my back and bankin account and everything else for you.
Im not sure your okay with me for once needing you to try and help make me happy.
Im not sure your willing to put the time andeffort in it trying.
Im not sure we ever really smile or laugh unless we are high.
Im not sure how many more cute guys i can turn down because of you.
Im not sure why, but lately a lot of these guys i wanna talk to just to see what they have to offer.
Im not sure where i would go if you left.
Im not sure i can handle this baby and my life at the same time.
Im not sure i believe you when you say the porn just popped up on the computer.
Im not sure we have anything in common anymore, except sex.
Im not sure whether i love you or whether i am IN Love with you.
Im not sure you even know the difference.
Im not sure you realize that you were willing to make sacrafices for your ex-girlfriends that your not willing to make for me.
Im not sure you realize how much that fucking hurts.